I write this post in utter disappointment and sadness as “Nirbhay”/”Amanat”/Damini (whatever you name her) passed away and succumbed to injury she got during her brutal rape .I cried like I lost a family member and so did everyone She was me,she was you and she was every girl who dreams for a career,for family ,for love,for marriage but never dreamt to live because she thought it was so very normal but No :a barbaric day ,6 demons and she is now confined to coffin it seems she came for a mission to shake up the sleeping nation where women are still second class citizens,where tolerance for eve teasing is very high ,where women are raped every 22 minutes ,where political class seems to cash on rapes .The capital of country erupted in rage ,in anger and a biggest leaderless movement started and the air of Delhi echoed “WE WANT JUSTICE” and came the most shocking and insensitive response from the “so called” representatives of citizens ,Some foolish comments from moral policing to Dented painted comments But the country cries ,screams in grief that “ENOUGH IS ENOUGH” .I write this letter as a rape victim to shake everyone so that the bastards get a punishment that one could never dare to rape someone
“If I am raped tomorrow,
Leave me on my own,
Please don’t forward messages for my sake,
I am not worthy of your status’ ache.
Don’t give me your pity,
Don’t pray for my soul,
You are the same people who did not care when I lay there in a hole.
Your E-protests are not getting me justice,
Nor my sisters any protection,
The government is going to sensitize the issue,just to win the coming election.
First they objectified me,
Now the turn is yours,
How dare I step outside, I am just meant for the household chores.
Don’t console my father
Don’t try to cheer up my mom,
It’s something you can forget tomorrow, but for them I’m forever gone.
I am dead now,
Humanity died with me
For I am a girl, I deserve every bit of this, I’m not to be seen equally.
This society is esoteric
A ‘fatal lie’, a ‘deadly truth’
It propogates such evil, and is the one to protest that it is ruth.
It cries for me and still mocks my death
For a few days later you’ll all forget, hundreds like me will come and go,
For we are all going to reap what we once did plow,
Years ago the seed was sown,
‘She is a woman, she has to be tamed and made to moan.’
Now live with it, and dance with joy,
See her being meddled with, like a cheap plastic toy.
For she is a girl, she deserves every bit of this,
For her’s is weak and Mightier is His !”


  1. Dedicated to rape victim Damini:

    Ayee thee dunya main
    khelney kudney kiliya
    hazaar khwaab they merey
    Aur zindagee kee khusboo merey sansoo mein

    Ek din mein gaythee zindagee key saath pyar karney ko
    Lekhin loat aye meree lash
    saamney karey hogey shaitaan
    aur koi fareshta nahee tha merey saath

    sau bandey karey hogey tamasha dekhney kiliyeh
    cheekein moon sey nikalrey thee
    lekhin us raat sab berey hogey they
    kyon key zindagee barbad dekhna unkiliyeh ziyada zaroori tha

    Aaj mein tooti hooey moath ka samna karay heyhoon
    yeh soach key ke mere saath huwa kiya
    kal mey sitaron key saath naach rahey thee
    Ek palkey mein moath key saath naach rahee hoon

    Ab jab mein apnee akhri sansey leyrah hee hoon
    aur moath besabri sey intazaar karah hey
    merey ek akhri khwaish reythee hey
    key ek din haar admi aurat ko izat sey pesh karega


    I came into this world
    to run and play [like a child]
    with a thousand dreams
    and the aroma of the world flowing through my senses

    One day I went out to love the world
    But my corpse returned
    I was confronted by devils
    and there was no angel by my side

    A hundred people stood up to watch the spectacle
    Screams emanated from my mouth
    But that night everyone had become deaf
    Because watching my life wrecked was more important for them

    Today, broken I stand before death
    with this thought “what happened to me?”
    Yesterday I was dancing with the stars
    In moment I find myself dancing with death

    As i breathed my last
    And death awaits impatiently
    I have one final wish
    that one day every male will treat females with respect

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